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"after days of tears dropping, she is back to her smiling face.. all the sadness that once loom over her face were gone.. trace of sunshine can be seen on her face, yes she is happy and smiling again but i am not.. how i wish to be like her.. cry when i feel like and smile when i feel like but i can't.. maybe the view from the top is far more better then mine... i should juz try to view it from the top someday to see the difference.."

"her temper changes so fast that i'm unable to catch .. she cry as she like, and smile as and when she wants... this is so hard for me to predict.. for an instance i thought all the sadness is over but as i blink my eyes i could smell the taste of the tears.... how tempermental can she be... she cry a little todae, i could see the tears at the corner of her eyes dripping down.. guess she still unable to forget her sadness and start the day with sunshine on her face.. everyday i could see the frown on her face.. how sad can tat be for the start of a day..."

"she greeted me with her brightest smile comparing to the past few days.. christmas mood seem to have some effect on her that make her so happy.. and of cos i'm glad to be able to see her lovely smile again... the day is perfect , it is simply beauitful as there was no sign of her being moody.. everything seem so bright, colourful and cheerful... however is it really over? is all the sadness that is bothering her for the pasts days over? well no one knows the ans.. except god i guess"

"she look stunning tonight.. she is simply beautiful.. shining diamonds were all over her. Yes she is smiling and what a magnificant view it is... just hope to see this more often"

"she cry abit todae.. juz before i decided to make a trip out of my hse i saw her cry.. couldn't make a move out so i wait till she feeling betta before i make my move... well her tempermental mood is similar to mine... sometime smiling sometime crying"