forgetten post

suppose to write something about jimmy customary wedding.. had ask permission but somehow i gonna delay that for a moment.

this happen on a bus.. on the way to movie..

lots of thoughts always on my mind when I'm being left alone..

being bored and nothing much to do on the journey i decided to ask myself some question. Regarding myself of cos.

i tried to talk to heart, I search for it but can't find it.

I ask my mind where is my heart.. it gave me a hard knock and told me this

mind: have u forgotten all about it.
myself: what?
mind: you throw your heart with the locked chest into the deep blue ocean.
myself: o ya i wrote it down in my old blog.
mind: sure u did.
myself: but i tot i had it retrieve the previous time round?
mind: did u really did that...

so i start to think again.. swimming into the deep blue ocean inside me
i found the spot where the chest landed.
dive deep into it and it was open without any trace of my heart.
i start looking around. but not sign of it.

i believe someone accidentally took it away without knowing it and it was kept somewhere.

I forget what love is like... because i cant feel where my heart is.

so don't ask me why am i still single..

wait till i find it back.